That’s funny cuz sometimes that’s how I feel it is on your end, too. I feel like when I reach out to you, you push away. But I know I can’t blame you for that. I guess confused is the right word, too. I don’t know exactly how you feel about me or what you want us to be right now. I don’t know if you want me to leave you alone, if you are trying to avoid me, or if you’re trying to get over me but those are all messages that I get from you a lot of the time, especially back when I was home for break.
I do miss us and I don’t know how to bring it back, but if I could I would because I know that I have never cared for anyone as much as I care about you.
I hate how the way things ended up right now. There’s no connection, and sometimes it feels awkward as if it’s not sincere. I hope it’s not about the feeling of being obliged to do so, just so one can hold on to the past that used to bridge the gap. It’s funny how we used to be more but look at us now…I guess I’m just confused or may be upset about thinking what we could’ve been. But, what I hate the most is how it is all gone.
